Wednesday, June 13, 2012


There are a lots of obstacles inside my mind but there were a trust who standing alone at the center of my brain.   Who gave me strength and make me believe in myself.  I know it is hard for people to trust and believe you.  But there is no other way to make them believe in you except you need to be strong, believe and trust yourself to make sure you are in the right track that people can see that you are right.  

I make a lot of mistake and sometimes I did not realize that is wrong.  Sometimes it is out of my control.  The things that I can do are just believe in myself and be strong.  
Always remember, wisdom must be higher than emotion


It is okay to be a loser….and it is better to be a winner… but our life does not that perfect to be a winner every times.  People sometime feel very down and give up when their failed.  Why be like that?  You are not the only one who is failed…  There are lots of people out there have difficult life to be a winner…  Think about it. 

What is a different between those who are hard to win and those who are easy to win? 
I mean that… those who are hard to win – org yg hidup susah, lahir dalam keadaan yg kurang normal, org yg x pandai membaca dan menulis, dan hidup dlm kekeliruan.  Those who are easy to win – org yg hidup senang, lahir dalam keluarga yg berpendidikan, org yg memang pandai sejak di bangku sekolah dan hidup dlm keadaan yg aman. 

 When I look people around me, I feel very happy and I give them a smile…. But sometimes I feel very sad but I still give them a smile…. We may look alike, we may be in same date of birth, we may be in the same age, we may be in the same place but… we still different.

There are people who are very excellent in studies but do not have feeling toward other people.  Not smiling at people and not willing to help and less communication. 

There are people who are very weak in studies but they are very responsive toward other people.  Smiling, helping people, and have a very good communication. 

Sombong bodoh?? Gelaran 4 those who are think that they know everything but actually just showing off.  Berlagak. Cakap besar.  

There are people out there who do not know how to read and write.  How pity there are.  Sometimes when I look at them, I cry and I ask myself, why can’t they become normal like other?  They always try very hard to be a winner like normal person.    

We as a normal person should bersyukur in whatever we do.  Therefore, be nice to people on your way up because you'll meet them on your way down…  


kan best kalau kita dianggap budak harapan
best memang best tapi apa rasa jadi budak harapan?
bangga? gembira? senang? susah? memberi tekanan?
jadi budak harapan bukanlah senang
banyak tanggungjawab yang perlu di pikul
kita boleh lihat bagaimana perjalanan budak harapan
ada yang hidup nya sentiasa baik
ada yang hidup nya sentiasa tegas
ada yang hidup nya sentiasa gembira
ada yang hidup nya di penuhi dengan impian-impiannya
dan ada juga yang kurang bernasib baik...

kalau di lihat di sebaliknya
kita akan lihat tekanan dalam dirinya
kita akan lihat kesengsaraan dalam dirinya
kita akan lihat kesedihan dalam dirinya
kita akan lihat kelemahan dalam dirinya
kita akan lihat segala-galanya
demi dirinya budak harapan....

budak harapan hanyalah manusia biasa sama seperti kita
cuma beza dari kemampuan masing-masing
cuma beza dari pemikiran masing-masing
cuma beza dari cara hidup masing-masing
cuma beza dari diri masing-masing

jika anda budak harapan ingatlah kita hanya manusia biasa
apa-apa pun kita lakukan atau apa yang berlaku dlm hidup kita, bersabarlah
jangan takut tersungkur, jadi kan ianya sebagainya pengalaman anda
dan kongsilah kejayaan anda dengan orang sekeliling anda
kongsi ilmu anda kepada orang yang ingin berjaya seperti anda

jika kita hanya menonton kehidupan budak harapan
berikanlah sokongan dalam apa jua yang mereka lakukan
berikanlah harapan untuk mereka meneruskan perjalanan selepas tersungkur
untuk menjadikan dan mengekalkan gelaran "budak harapan"
dan berusaha menjadi "budak harapan"

Monday, June 4, 2012

jangan sampai terlambat

jangan sampai terlambat

mungkin kita nanti tak sempat
terus meneruskan menjalinkan persahabatan ini
jgn sampai terlupa mungkin kita nanti akan alpa
setahun sekali berjumpa sangat x mencukupi
kawan kawan dan keluarga mari bersama kita menjalin kasih 
jangan sampai terlambat terima pesanan ini.  

jadi apa akan berlaku jika kita x sempat bertemu
apa kah yang ku rasa apa yang kamu rasa rindu x pilu
x ingin rasa begitu dari muka cerah terus berubah jadi biru
x mungkin kami x terjumpa x mungkin kami kan terlupa 
untuk bertemu lagi x kan ku serik bersama sama sekeluarga 

jangan jahat pula 
hasrat enggan membenci hidup di dunia terlalu singkat untuk 
membenci jangan berdusta hormat kalau ingin di hormati 
kalau ku lupa tolong tegur aku kan mengerti 

mungkin kita tidak berjumpa lagi jangan lupa balas pesanan ku ini
kirimkan salam sayang aku untuk semua.... 

Tuesday, December 6, 2011


mungkin susah untuk dirimu mempercayai diriku...
mungkin susah untuk dirimu menyintai diriku...
mungkin susah untuk dirimu merindui diriku...
mungkin susah untuk dirimu menerima kata-kata dari diriku...
mungkin susah untuk dirimu meletakkan diriku di hatimu...


tidak ada yang x mungkin untuk diriku menerimamu...

walaupun diriku dalam keadaan senang...
walaupun diriku dalam keadaan susah...
walaupun diriku dalam keadaan tersenyum...
walaupun diriku dalam keadaan bersedih...
walaupun diriku dalam keadaan gelak ketawa...
walaupun diriku dalam keadaan berlinangan air mata...

diriku tetap terima dirimu...

Thursday, November 24, 2011


bersama denganmu buat diri ku selamat..
bercakap denganmu buat diri ku berteman..
merenung wajahmu buat diri ku tersenyum..
bergurau denganmu buat diri ku ketawa..
bersedih denganmu buat diri ku lega..
marah denganmu buat diri ku geram..

semua yang ku buat denganmu merupakan kenangan...

yang ku akan simpan ke dalam hati ku yang paling dalam...

ingin bersamamu sampai diriku memejam kan mata d waktu malam dan mungkin selamanya..

Saturday, November 19, 2011

cinta x kejam cuma org yg x pandai menghargai cinta itu kejam..

Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia
Untuk terima ku seadanya
Kerna ku tak sanggup
Kerna ku tak mampu
Hidup tanpa dia di sisi ku

Tuhan aku tahu banyak dosa ku
Hanya ingat Kamu kala duka ku
Namun hanya Kamu yang mampu membuka
Pintu hatinya untuk cintaku

Malam kau bawalah rinduku
Untuk dirinya yang jauh dari ku
Agar dia tidak kesepian
Selalu rasa ada cinta agung

Hujan bawa air mata ku
Yang mengalir membasuh luka ku
Agar dia tahu ku terseksa
Tanpa cinta dia di hatiku

Hanya mampu terserah
Moga cahaya di penanti

Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia
Untuk terima ku seadanya

Kerna ku tak sanggup
Kerna ku tak mampu
Hidup tanpa dia di sisi ku

- Ombak Rindu...

Wednesday, July 6, 2011


amazing month!!!

and i love it!!

rindu bulan june...=(

Wednesday, June 8, 2011


hello june!! plz b nice to me..

Sunday, February 13, 2011

Nobody's Friend

My name is Gossip.

I have no respect for justice.

I maim without killing.

I break hearts and ruin lives.

I am cunning and malicious and gather strength with age.

The more I am quoted the more I am believed.

My victims are helpless. They cannot protect themselves against me because I have no name and no face.

To track me down is impossible. The harder you try, the more elusive I become.

I am nobody’s friend.

Once I tarnish a reputation, it is never the same.

I topple governments and wreck marriages.

I ruin careers and cause sleepless nights, heartaches and indigestion. I make innocent people cry in their pillows.

Even my name hisses. I am called Gossip.

I make headlines and headaches.

Before you repeat a story, ask yourself:
Is it true?
Is it harmless?
Is it necessary?
If it isn’t, don’t repeat it.

~ Author Unknown


"poop stirrer"

Sunday, February 6, 2011

prove it??

When you love someone you don't have to keep proving it, because it's in your eyes, the smile on your face, your warmth and caring. You can tell a person a thousand times a month how much you love them, but actions speak louder than words.

Wednesday, December 15, 2010



There r a million different opinions from a million different people... not everyone is going to like everything dat u do, i get dat no matter wat, u're going to b criticized for sumthing. there r different kinds of ways to criticize sum1.... there is constructive criticism, professional criticism and then, there's just being mean... start to attack everything bout a person, n saying things dat would ruin my day or yours.. this happens... there's olwez going to b sum1 who's just mean to u... dealing with dat is all u can control bout dat situation, how u handle it. "Mean" is about how i handle it, and sort of my mind set bout dis whole situation.

Wednesday, June 9, 2010


There are times when I still smile, thinking of what we’ve shared.

Nur Harmisa

Hey, my roommate.. For all the silly times, the serious and the just-being-together times, I’ve come to appreciate you so much!!! Misa=misa… I like the way u r… I love you sa!!

My Delestage members

As a project leader I would like to extend my appreciation and many thanks to my committee for their assistance, cooperation generous and selfless contributions in making The Life After Graduation event possible. Any inconvenient caused before, during and after the event is very much regretted.


Hahaha… I do not know what to say… sorry buat hal… tp ya utk kebaikan KITA… saya hanya membantu…. Anything just call me ok… =)


Hey.. lmk xdgr brita…nak raya dah kita tok.. thanx and sorry 4 everything yahh!! Raya lak jumpa… hehehe…. Btw, my mom crk u… keep in touch!

GengGeng yg sot

Thanx 4 everything…. Nasihat apa smua.. u guys amatlah baik.. haha…

Mohd Fitri

Yoo bro! Thank you for taking time to listen to my problems and help me find the solutions. You were there when I needed you to confide in and to ask advice from. Really really really menghargai… (btol ka eja) sorry if ada buat salah.. haha… memang ada pun.. maafkn kmk k..

Tantiana aka dedek aka tia

Hoping dat you will always carry my smile with you!!!

Rehan, Aling, Zaza, Nana

Who has been a part of my life for so long.. I hope u guys always remember the “good old days.”

uzai, yus, syahril, shahrol

sorry x lepak sama dis sem... keadaan kucar kacir... keep in touch! btw, thanx 4 kata2 manis tak org.. haha...

For I spend so many quiet moments of my own thinking how much I miss you and how hard it is to be apart… =( I will never ever forget you guys as long as I live.

"Every scar represents a person to whom I have given my love..... I tear out a piece of my heart and give it to them ... and often they give me a piece of their heart which fits into the empty place in my heart ... but because the pieces aren’t exact, I have some rough edges, which I cherish, because they remind me of the love we shared. Sometimes I have given pieces of my heart away ... and the other person hasn’t returned a piece of his heart to me. These are the empty gouges ... giving love is taking a chance. Although these gouges are painful, they stay open, reminding me of the love I have for these people too ... and I hope someday they may return and fill the space I have waiting. "

Saturday, April 17, 2010

i'm overloaded!!!
xpaaattt tdo eyh!!!
sok bgn awal... tdo la mata...
boring towk...
xda keja la tok... btw, u know wat...
i hate mun drive malam... rasa nak call org jak utk drive keta
p ngenang mls nk nyusah org... so buat x tauk jak la tyme drive ya...
nak tutup mata xpat... hahah...

pa mok d klaka lam blog towk owh.. keep on typing.. until i fall asleep....

tutup jak la mata... gudnite... i love u my laptop!

Friday, March 5, 2010

it almost there!!!!
but my mind zero

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
so don't compare me with others..

just like he said... better dun say anything if u do not know...
"watch ur mouth"

he gave me lots of knowledge dat i dunno.. tq very much..
hope ALLAH bless you and ur family.. ameen..


Sunday, February 14, 2010

i can't b a perfect daughter
i can't b a perfect student
i can't b a perfect friend
i can't b a perfect sister
i can't b a perfect leader
i can't b a perfect person
I'm not meant to play this part?
Though I've tried
but i feel tired every times i try...
but i try not to give up

Thursday, February 4, 2010


Tuesday, January 19, 2010

when i saw u over there i didn't mean to stare but my mind was
everywhere i wanna know u....

Friday, January 15, 2010


Adduuuhh.. x tdo lena lg laaaa... kebingongan keresahan kegagoan kebz'an... hahaha...

papa pun thank you very much.. amat menghargai atas undian anda smua n trust me to lead u all...

chaiyoookk2!!!! yeaaahhh... very excited!! can't wait!!!

Thursday, November 26, 2009


Tightening a black belt on a white uniform,
Standing alone in a clam DoJang
When I sink down under a hidden life
With my idle thoughts cut off
By the sword of seriousness
My invisible opponent
Appears with my severe attention
In no figure
From the deepest hidden area
Of my spirit
And of my life,
Opening its manifest mystery,
It is not dancing yet rhythmic
Not a huge mountain yet massicve
Not history yet has story
Substance without shape
Lacking an edge yet still sharp
Not dogma yet it teaches
Felt yet unseen,
It thus contains completion yet neither finished nor unfinished,
Finally showing itself same with everything yet each still different,
Then I,
Follow the leader’s while interpreting continuously new
Conceive with followers while teaching them
Poom and sae are the names of shape and nonshape.
Therefore poomsae can
Include everything of taekwondo.

Poem by lee, chang ho

Tuesday, November 17, 2009



Wednesday, September 23, 2009


Ladies especially....please, please read!
It's 112 not 999!
A young lady was robbed and slashed on the face two days ago in TamanDesa.
She just got off from her car and was in front of her friend's house pressing door bell.. She saw a motorbike with two men coming toward her direction but she thought they were security guards. Then before she knew anything, one of the men has already slashed her face with a knife and grabbed her bag. She didn't know it was a cut until she touched her face and found out it was bleeding. She was screaming out of shock. One of the man came back (they were already on the motorbike and ready to leave) and tried to slash her again. Luckily she was able to hold on his hand to stop the attack. At that time, her friend came out to check what happen and the men quickly ran away.
The cut was 9 cm long and 1 cm deep. Now those robbers' tactic! is to hurt you first before they rob you so that you are handicapped and can't resist them. Even later there are someone to help, they have to rescue you first instead of chasing them. Please be alert all the time and take every precaution measure you could. Emergency Number:
Please be aware the Emergency Number worldwide for GSM Mobile (012, 013, 016, 017, 019) is 112 and not 999.
You can dial 112 even without a Sim Card. If you find yourself out of coverage area of your mobile network and there is an emergency, dial 112 and the mobile will search any existing network to establish the emergency number for you. Do share this important info with your family members and friends.

Monday, August 31, 2009

Kehidupan macam mimpi
Mimpi pula macam kehidupan
Kadang-kadang menjadi kenyataan
Kadang-kadang ianya hanya angan-angan
Macam-macam perkara yang kita inginkan dalam hidup kita
Macam-macam cara kita lakukan untuk mendapatkannya

Tapi kita lupa
Tak semua yang kita inginkan berada dalam genggaman kita
Dan tak semua perkara kita tidak perolehi
Malah perkara yang berada di genggaman boleh terlepas begitu sahaja
Dan perkara yang tidak ada di cari-cari

Macam-macam peristiwa yang kita sering fikirkan
Membuatkan kita terbayang-bayang
Membuatkan kita marah dan sakit hati
Membuatkan kita senyum sendiri
Tak semua peristiwa kita boleh simpan di dalam fikiran kita
Malah kita harus melupakan peristiwa yang menyedihkan
Kerana ianya cuma menyakitkan hati
Malah kita harus mengingati peristiwa yang membawa kita kebahagian
Kerana ianya akan membuat kita tersenyum
Simpanlah ia kedalam hati kita yang paling dalam

Semua perkara berlaku ada sebab
Tanpa sebab ianya tak kan berlaku
Sesuatu perkara itu boleh dibuang atau kita simpan….